I woke up today, and wanted a little more: A little more laughter, a little more freedom, a little more motivation to actually do something about it. But I also awoke to the lingering sensation of there not being quite enough: not quite enough time, not enough energy, not quite enough courage to act. And so I found myself in that space between being dissatisfied with the present moment and being too fearful to take a risk. It then occurred to me, that this has become my everyday. I justify my complacency with the false promise that tomorrow I will start doing what I really want to do. Yet everyday there is a tomorrow, so instead I have decided to begin today...
I’ve been out in the real world for a year now, and I find it a terrifying but exhilarating place. The bills I could do without, but I am inspired by my new found freedom and independence. I’m the kind of person who has too much to say on most subjects, so I figure, why not channel my overabundance of words and opinions into something meaningful. I manage to become passionate about things worthy of being deemed causes, as well as those best left alone. Some would call me charismatic, while others would lean more towards dramatic. I’ve lived all over the world, and now find myself in Detroit of all places because I landed a stellar job (ironic I know). So now, after majoring in Anthropology and Gender studies in undergrad, I am working as a strategy business analyst for a big four firm. This however, is just my day job. I spend the remainder of my painting, practicing yoga, writing, and dreaming of the day when this magazine will be more than just a hobby.